I didn't watch the conference league final 22/23 as a west ham fan

One point, I completely lost interest in football in the middle of the 21/22 season and the whole of the 22/23 season so I never kept up on what west ham were doing and I didn't even realise we were in a european final, I only found out when my dad was watching it and I saw bowen score the last minute winner but I didn't even crack a smile because I didn't really care about football but now I've regained my interest in football but I want to know how much I missed out on the journey to the conference league final, how good did it feel to win it