What’s the most depressed you’ve ever been over a girl?

Whether it be a girl you were involved with or one you were crushing on hard, and what was the reason? Breakup? Got cheated on? Or maybe you had such an unhealthy crush on someone that you let it effect your mental health?

I’m definitely fighting demons and feel like I may need counseling over my current mental state but for now I wanna know if y’all in here can relate or have ever related in the past?