An old friend died

While I was at work today one of my college friends called me and said one of our friends died. She committed suicide. I’m in shock and it doesn’t feel like it really happened. I had no idea she had demons, she was so nice and kind and would do anything for anyone. I talked to her a few months ago and she seemed fine. I would have talked to her for hours at her darkest moments. I would have flown down just to prevent this. The three of us had such good times. She was only 25, I just wish she knew could have called me. Rest in Peace.