Anyone else didn't care about gore and extreme violence in games before but get uncomfortable with how photorealistic it is nowadays?

Characters exploding into chunks of meat in Fallout 3 and New Vegas and running over a few hundred people in GTA is amusing in how over the top and almost cartoonish it is, but stuff like kill animations in modern triple A games often make me feel icky. I never played TLOU2 myself but I've seen clips of the combat and it actually made me feel uneasy with how visceral the attacks are and how the enemies react, maybe I'm just a wimp but honestly it made me feel more uncomfortable than even Postal 2 and Manhunt ever did