I’m so dissapointed in myself

I got a 6 in my mock on the paper 1 and I tried so hard I was 2 marks off a 7 I don’t know how I’m gonna get a 9 I’ll prolly be over it by TMMRW but I just wanted to vent my frustration cuz I feel like I haven’t improved at all from last year I got a 46 and I even lost one mark on my Q5 from last year and I hate how I’m only barely passing half of the 40 mark dawg I’m so cooked but I get it my punctuation wasn’t good but I thought I could atleast make up for it in my technique n stuff

I got a 6 in my mock on the paper 1 and I tried so hard I was 2 marks off a 7 I don’t know how I’m gonna get a 9 I’ll prolly be over it by TMMRW but I just wanted to vent my frustration cuz I feel like I haven’t improved at all from last year I got a 46 and I even lost one mark on my Q5 from last year and I hate how I’m only barely passing half of the 40 mark dawg I’m so cooked but I get it my punctuation wasn’t good but I thought I could atleast make up for it in my technique n stuff