Vent: I am on the verge of having a mental breakdown

I'm overwhelmed at work. Im anxious everyday about whether or not I'm going to have a job tomorrow. And the more things I read in the news, the angrier I get. I feel like horrible things keep happening and we're being gaslit into thinking they're not horrible and we're actually wrong. E.g. this most recent thing about Trump's administration discussing classified information over an unclassified network - we all know it's reckless and wrong BUT the media and the administration keep downplaying it as if it's nothing. That's just one of MANY. And what's frustrating is everyone I'm surrounded by are hard core MAGA so no matter what I say, I look like the brainwashed enemy.

I am going crazy because of how hopeless and helpless I feel.