I would do anything to have her back

Anything. Even to just have one more kiss, one more hug, one more touch, one more second hearing her voice, to be in the same room as her, to see her from across the building in a store, even to see her driving her car. If I could go back in time and do it all over I would. I cherished every single second I spent with her, and every single second I could have died happy in that very moment knowing she was mine. But she never will be again. I’ll never be able to go back and time and fix my mistakes. I’ll never be able to get one more kiss, one more hug, or one more second hearing her voice. No more memories, no more love, no more beauty, no more warmth. I will never see her again. I will live with the regret I have until the day that I die. The day I die, I am sure she will still be there in my mind. I am sure she will be my last thought. Even if I wanted to, I don’t think I could ever let go of this perfect girl. I hope she is doing okay. I hope she finds the happiness she deserves. I just want her to be happy—if being with me hurts her, I don’t want her to be with me. I never wanted to hurt her, and I never want to hurt her again. I just hope with every part of me that she finds happiness. I hope she is out there loving herself, being herself, caring for herself.

Words can’t possibly describe how much I love her.