Officialy lost all of my friends I guess

On friday I asked my friends' groupchat to go out for drinks the way I usually do, no response.

Next day my ex sends a message on the groupchat, I don't read it since I've blocked her and I can't see it. Then on of my friends sends another one saying he agrees with her. That noone wants to be involved in it again or pretend like nothing happened. That the whole situation has been very taxing for everyone, that when I got told that I should talk to people it wasn't so that I'd go ask about it to people but so that I'd think about the situation.

I unhid her message afterwards, nothing interesting apart from telling me there would not be drinks, especially considering I wouldn't even bother asking in more than a few words (so how I've always done it even before all that), that I have everything I need to understand why the situation is like this.

I answered saying I'm sorry if I've been a burden since it wasn't my goal, that I'm trying my best to feel better. Said I wasn't asking to get involved or pretend like nothing happened, but that I just want to see my friends. I told them I'm still available to talk or go out if they want because I want to see them and left it at that. No response.

So yeah that fucking sucks, but I kind of expected it. Don't talk to friends about how you're feeling when your ex is also part of the friend group I guess. Guess I only have work and gaming to keep me busy now.