its his birthday today

happy 20th. im holding myself back from breaking my 1.5 month streak of trying to get him to talk to me, im long forgotten by now. i dont want to ruin his birthday.

i remember last year i got to be the first to tell him, i miss those times and just getting to spend time with him.

im sorry if this is corny im just sad yk? and valentines day is tomorrow aswell