Thinking of Joining and need support.

I'm currently a catholic but over the past month I've come to realize that I don't believe in their doctrine. I have major disagreements with their concept of hell, mortal sin, LGBTQ+, amongst other things.

My family isn't very supportive of this decision. When I brought it up with my mom she seemed very unhappy. I feel guilty for leaving but at the same time I feel that the Catholic Church is all about control. I have OCD that manifests in scrupulosity so that's another reason I think I should get out.

I truly believe God is loving and caring. I've read a bit of your doctrine and it lines up with my vision of a loving God.