I made it: I'm a multi-millionaire and now life sucks

Man, mid 30's.

I've been working for the last 15 years Monday to Sunday, every day at least 10 hours, Sunday maybe 4-8.

The last 2 years I've had the best results and my net worth is over 5M. I only own a stinking old car, nothing else in physical possession except a computer, clothes, watch and little else. I live between the US and Europe. You might wonder why I have so little; because people like me who have been through it are like that.

I could retire and live very comfortably, which I have thought to do, maybe going Latin America, adopt a dog, living in the beach.

My ex-girlfriend left me 10 months ago; she never knew I was doing so well financially. I'll never know if she would have decided to do it if she knew how much I was making; even though she asked me several times, I never told her. We had serious plans, so it hit me hard. I felt like a failure.

I have met new women, but none of them have fulfilled me. I need time and I would have preferred to have someone who would have accompanied me, not arrived when things were already easy.

Even though I've started making a lot of money in the last few years, specially the last one, the truth is, my life sucks; it's based on working, on relationships with people in my business. I don't enjoy that money.

I only have 2 close friends who live in different cities, I have contact with my family, but they have their own problems, so it's not something too close.

But at least I have money and I'm aware that I'm depressed because of my lifestyle.

I plan to get better.

I encourage colleagues who feel the same.

Greetings.

TLDR; I made it, but now my life sucks.