i'm so envious of people with naturally low appetites.

& people who are naturally healthy eaters, and aren't tempted by processed or greasy or carby food. i LOVE fruits and vegetables, but i also have a sweet tooth i can't get away from, and i avoid foods like pizza and noodles and pancakes because i ALWAYS binge on them.

and they're also the kind of people who don't make a big deal of it and aren't sanctimonious about their diets. ugh.

i think being a dainty eater has always had connotations of superiority for me, because i was the opposite, because i was a girl, because even back in victorian times people who didn't eat much were seen as more sophisticated, because so many people struggle with eating too much or the wrong things in our disordered society.