He broke me

I can't turn my head this morning, my neck and shoulders are killing me- because of how physically we spent last night!

The last two days I've given as many hints as I could without opening myself up to rejection: a little flirting, slapping his butt as I walk past, etc. Night before last we snuggled up before sleep and I said I had to roll back to my side if he didn't want me to be a sex pest. He just chuckled and let me go.

Last night he was late to bed but I turned off my headphones anyway. We talked. Really connected. I curled up on his shoulder. And then when he said he had to let me sleep, I said I was going to watch a movie on my.phone for a 5 or 10 minutes. (This is code in our marriage for porn). I was 2 mins in when he tapped my shoulder and asked what the "film" was about, and then asked if I needed any help.

I think that means he initiated, right?

So it was on. And he was into it. I felt wanted like I haven't felt for a very very long time. And in the morning, apart from not being able to look left, we're both a bit sassy. I said, I really enjoyed last night. It felt you were into it. And he said,

That's because I was.

I don't know how often is a our goal, but if we're talking quality rather than quantity, last night proves we still got it.