He asked for a divorce

So, I guess my bedroom was dying due to lack of love, you know? I always thought it was due to stress from work, due to him wanting to do different things than sex. Yesterday he said it. "I don't love you anymore". And suddenly it hit me that all the kisses he "forgot" to give me before leaving for work and all the cuddling he used to reject "because it'd lead to sex" were signs that love was nearing its end.

I know most people stay together because of kids or financial reasons (I'm one of the second group) and I bet nobody expected that the LLM would be the one to end. In fact, maybe he was never LL, he just didn't want me. And that hurts me so much.

Right now, I just wanna cry because I do love him still and I do wanna stay with him, but yeah, I think I'll leave this group soon as I'll probably need a support group for newly divorced women. lol

Anyway, just... I'm just here crying and thinking that sex was a problem for me and his way of showing that he wasn't ok anymore.