Well I’m Done

Everything is not in order just a general list;

  1. Blew over $500 worth in futures prop accounts for the last year and a half.

  2. Watched countless YouTube videos and studied many strategies.

  3. Spent hours paper trading and backtesting.

  4. Did all of this while working a job I hate in hopes to escape it.

  5. Got laid off while all this was going on.

  6. Blew two more prop accounts after that.

  7. Now I wasted all of this time and money learning how to trade in every which style you can think of (Indicators, no indicators, ICT, no ICT, blah blah, etc)

  8. I have nothing left to look forward to but either getting another job I hate or possible homelessness.

  9. There’s no more videos for me to watch, no more strategies for me too learn. When I call out trades, I hesitate, don’t take them and they end up being successful hindsight trades. Then other trades I feel “confident” in and I ended up on a losing streak with all of them.

  10. There’s nothing else I could do but pay for another challenge and possibly make my financial situation worse.

  11. I don’t have any significant money to take my skills into trading stocks, options, forex, or crypto, so everything I racked my brain learning the last 2 years will go to waste.

  12. I’m lost and I have no other options, no money to start swing trading, start any businesses, go back to college. Just work a miserable job or hit rock bottom.

Thanks for reading, I’m going back to bed now.

closes out TradingView