Have you ever bought a crystal for your collection and then later realized that it literally embodies your greatest phobia?

I went through a short time when I was drawn to rhodochrosite. I bought a few pieces, and felt fulfilled and content with my little collection. Then I realized that one of my pieces has the image of the stuff of my literal nightmares on it. It has what looks exactly like Pennywise from “IT” on it as clear as daylight. I have literally NO idea how I didn’t see it. I have been out of my mind phobic (positively terrified) by clowns since childhood. I can’t believe I bought this. Then I began to fall back on what I know. It is my belief that everything happens for a reason, and that there are no coincidences. So, I am telling myself that I’m meant to have this rock from hell (joking… kind of) for some reason. Maybe I am supposed to be meditating with it in order to overcome this phobia? First I would love to know if: a) do y’all see him? And what would you do if you were me? b) does anyone have any feelings on whether I should try to work with it, or leave it shut behind a closed door where I’ve kept it for the last 18 or so months?