the way he looks at me

there is just an intensity now. before he would look away, always be on the move, glance around. but now he just gazes at me when we talk, giving me his rapt attention. his face is soft and open and his eyes look different.

the shift was only last week but it definitely was a shift. it was after he initiated a touch for the first time.

i wasn’t sure at first but every time we look at each other… wow. there is just something different about his eyes and his demeanor and it makes my whole body get a rush of energy. its very strange.

i don’t think its only in my head.. ive liked him for a while now and never got these physical reactions before by just him looking at me. and he did! i know there is a difference in how he’s interacting with me now and my brain tells me to be thrilled about it.

intuition is a thing right.. idk

obviously its not just the looks he is giving me. its everything else too. the build up of months of getting to know him, flirting, standing really really close to each other all the time…

who knows!!