Pls no hate

I have someone in my school which is a girl and she's pretty with charming looks and has long hair and fillies with positivity, well you see I do admire her not just her looks but everything inside about her. But from own thought I know that she will never love a guy like me but didn't like intentionally express it, just in my mind that my thoughts could be right but that doesnt stop me from seeing her presence, remember I choose her to love in silence rather than face with rejection