Should I continue or should I quit? (Read description)

I don't feel like playing cos anymore. I mean- I'm having fun mostly at the trade realm. Yep, made some friends in survival, but after that they disappeared or remain offline forever. I'm having insomnia and unable to sleep for days. Truly, my head throbbing it hurts. I have about 80k worth of my inventory I guess, but idk. I've quitted before. And when I quit, I swear I never want to come back. I don't have a life tbh, and mostly spent my time playing CoS. Its kinda tiring. But I'm addicted. Any opinion?...