I want to scream

I have been tachycardic for weeks! Constant heart pounding, chest pain, dizziness, almost passed out a few times

I CANT EVEN TAKE A FUCKING BATH! I pounds out of control!

I can’t roll over in bed

I can’t go to the bathroom without waking people up form crashing around because I’m dizzy form my heart rate.

And the stupid fucking cardiologist says it’s nothing, and that I can’t be having chest pain because women my age don’t have chest pain unless their diabetic pack a day smokers.

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT.

I can’t live my fucking life but he Dosent give a shit.

None of them give a shit.

He barely looked through the heart stuff my doctor sent over for 15 seconds barely flipped through it.

He literally told me it was NOTHING.

I can’t fucking live my life.

Fuck you cardiologist I don’t care if you just doing your job I’m so sick of being pushed asside like it’s nothing