Some questions about my faith

Been a Christian for like 8-9 years now. I got serious about my faith about last year summer. I hear people tell me all the time about the overwelming love of God and peace, but i just never felt that, rarely ever. Times where i do think it’s the love of God is either intertwined with something that can fill me with adrenaline, so everytime that happens i have almost like doubts that’s God. Everytime i read my bible i feel stressed almost and never just feel Gods presence.