Am I wrong for wanting a normal friend?

Am I wrong for wanting to have a normal friend?

So I’m currently going through a divorce, as my previous posts stated I was married to an abuser. During the time of being with my ex I have lost my friends. I did reach out to those who I still had their contact info but they all refused to become friends again except 2 people, 1 of them was/still is my best friend and the other one lives a very busy life and we don’t really talk. As many of you (on this app) suggested I did join a gym and I managed to speak to one person who’s younger than me and it felt like we both were in a different paths, she did remind me of my old self but I’m not that person anymore and I don’t want to be. Which leads me to my current struggle: My son is almost 2, and he consumes 80% of my time. During weekdays I go to work, home (for lunch), gym, back home and get ready for the next day. During the weekends I spend my time with my family and doing chores. However on my free time I find myself alone and I don’t have anyone to talk to except that one friend and I can’t bother him the whole time. I know I need to put myself out there and meet new people but my situation doesn’t really help me. And every time I think of talking to someone I guilt trip myself in (staying with my son even if he’s asleep) I’m still young and I should enjoy life but it feels impossible. Especially when it feels like online friendships are just for hookups/ sex/ frauds/ scammers. Which makes me regret having that idea. So is there anyone out there who’s genuinely interested in becoming a friend and not being an A-hole? (I also posted this on a different subreddit)