Idk what to do now

Yrr neet diya usme fail hogyi Usme bahut suni ghar pe drop liya coaching k paise barbaad and m kisi layak ni hu and shit shit Phir cuet diya marks dekhe mujhe lga kya hi ghatiya no h kuch ni barbard hu m YouTube pe video dekhi toh bola 220+ pe toh south campus milega 180+ pe off mere 246 they socha ek college toh mil jayega sar pe tag toh ni bachega m failure kuch toh kr liye Ab kuch ni Mila gharwale tane suna re kuch h baski ni aayi bdi bdi bate krne wali Hum sojaye na kud jayio chat se and all They are like padahi chod ghar ka kam seekh or teri krdete shaddi Yr ladki hu toh I don't have the right to fail Nhi hu i accept it but possiblity toh h nhi bhi h toh I tried na Ye sb toh ni deserve krta m