Please need advice please I am so confused

Toh abhi mere boards khatam hojayenge and yes mera jee mein lund barabar intrest nahi hain cause india ke saare colleges bekar hai tbh jo acche hain sabke liye exam hain and yes mere se nahi niklenge voh those are so hard like bitsat and all other I was thinking to apply to tum germany or hungary or poland should I go for it I mean I have some questions 1.aftwr paying in the university completing my studies will that all be worth it will my job repay what I invested? 2.is studying from abroad better than from India? 3.will I be getting a job? I don't wanna live jobless.. 4.is btech from india equivalent to bsc from any university abroad (cause no one offers btech I seen it in mostly universities) 5.will my choice be worth it of studying abroad?

What should I do I am so confused I don't wanna live here in India because of my past and family issues and almost everything But I am scared what if jitna Paisa mere parents lagayenge will I get a good job or not will that be guaranteed or not?will I be able to repay my parents? Idk please help me out