And here down we go

I am a 22 yr 9/9/7 profile Bcom H graduate from DU. I have a gap of 2 years and I am super frustrated with what's happening. I had a placement offer in my college on a bond of 2 years and my parents were against it as they believed I have to appear for CAT so I have to sit and study at home. I gave the first attempt in 2023 and was able to get enough to go to AMITY (LoL). This year I worked my A$$ off to prep and got 94ile. I have missed the call from IIM CAP and MDI, IIFT.. cherry on top I funcked the XAT. I was happy for the call of IMT but a known came and he said.... it is private....you wont make it there....you have to pay 50k EMI better go to BHU.... now my IMT went okayish.... I am confused about life that what should I do now....I feel doomed... I only applied to IIFT, MDI, IMI, IMT, as I believed from my prep ki 95ile tak aajayega as I was able to get 97ile in mocks oftenly....and slot 3 came and sodomized my dream....