Please help 🙏 ( DON'T IGNORE)

Is it possible that I join a Tier 2 or 3 college this year just to give CAT 2025 again. There is a reason behind this decision. I graduated in 2024 and gave the CAT for the first time, preparing for only 3 months. Unfortunately, I scored around 70 percentile. However, I want to attempt the exam again next year. I’ve discussed this with my parents, but they’re against me taking another gap year, as they feel it’s unpredictable and worry I might score worse. They want me to join a college this year. My profile isn’t bad, or may be it is — I’m a female, non-engineer commerce graduate with a 7/8/8 academic score . I don't want to settle for less, but my parents will never agree with another gap year . From the very start of my life, I have been listening to my parents , I have been doing whatever they want me to do .. i became a person who doesn't have any opinion in front of them . I don't know how to explain this, but I became an overthinker .. even a small problem gives me anxiety now, maybe because they never let me do what I want to do .. these days, I am already going through a lot . My mind is not at peace from the day i started my cat prep . I will be grateful if someone helps me with what should I even do in this situation