Missing my ex/cuddling naked

This is a stupid and sad one.

After sex my ex and I would just sit next to each other naked and cuddle and show each other instagram posts that we saved for each other.

Since then I’ve come out as transfem/lesbian. I’m scared that I won’t find anyone who will like me sexually and be willing to do dumb couples stuff like that. I’m just generally scared that I won’t find a partner, but right now, I’m particularly worried about the cuddling thing. Is that stupid of me?