do you really love again?

I just need some reassurance that I will be able to fall in love again. Currently 10 months into my first heartbreak and I still think of her all the time. She’s everywhere and I just don’t have it in me to stop loving her.

Rationally I know the breakup made sense. But that doesn’t change how I feel. I’ve had a few convos with girls and…nothing. No emotion, no excitement no nothing. I just feel like I lost that innocent ability to fall in love and hold myself back now because I know how much it hurts, and because my heart belongs to someone else.