I realized why I hadn't been feeling well the last few days

I made a long thread about it on twitter but basically, I understood that I didn't love my ex anymore, it hurt me to realize that nothing could hold me to our memories, that nothing could hold me to our love, that it was all over but this is it guys, it's the end of the road for me, I've spent years fighting day after day wondering if I was going to survive this love, if I was ever going to feel better again, if I was ever going to love again.

I've learned a lot about myself thanks to this breakup and I've come out of it taller than ever, so of course I'll never forget our long walks together across France and Switzerland, passing through certain corners of Europe, but today I've realized something....

I am free