I wanna say sorry... to myself.

I want to say sorry to myself.

Sorry for believing it was your fault. Sorry for being sad for being not enough for him. Sorry for trying to be enough for him. Sorry for the guilt. Sorry of all the "if I've done this he wouldn't have act this way/said this/left". Sorry for trying to be another person for him. Sorry for thinking you were not interesting because he was interested on someone else. Sorry for all the times where you felt misunderstood and you've believed him for saying you were exagerating. Sorry for saying sorry sorry to him when you shouldn't have to. Sorry for all the questions you had in your head. Sorry for trying to suppress some part of yourself so he would love you more. Sorry for not believing in your gut feeling when it told you he wasn't the right person for you.

Because I've tried so hard, and, I was just not enough, FOR HIM. But I'm enough, for me, and for the right person eventually. I will be more than enough... I'll be perfect. I wouldn't have to change anything. I won't be afraid someone's gonna be better than me, like I always felt with him.