I fucking hate this game

This is favorite game ever, but the farming is just aweful. I've been farming the madhous! For 30 or more fucking tries, and found nothing. I know that gun is... not the best but i've been looking for a good bandit AR but cant find any, and decided to farm for the madhous!. Before you say something about the sawbar, im playing in normal mode, no pearls for me

Thanks to the guy that pointed it out