Idk what I look like im losing my mind

In normal mirrors I feel pretty symmetrical at first glance however I have a mirror in my bathroom right beside it where I can see how I look reversed in the mirror if both of them semi face each other . When I check how I look in the reversed mirror I am so asymmetrical from my jaw, lips, nose, and eye height , it destroys my self esteem knowing people say that it could be the most accurate version of yourself. however in photos whenever I reverse myself it doesn’t show that strong of asymmetry . I don’t know what I look like and it’s killing me everyday