characters you relate to?

anyone have any characters you relate to when it comes to avpd symptoms?

for me, i relate a lot to mizuki akiyama from project sekai, particularly due to how she had to hide her identity for years due to fear of rejection and ridicule, which caused her to create distance from the people she cares about. then, when it was revealed against her will, she completely ran away and shut herself out from everyone out of shame. Although, i also relate to her because while she was hiding all of this, she was often seen as a funny, playful person. nobody knew she was hiding her true feelings until she broke apart completely.

I relate a lot to the feeling of wanting to run away from everyone, to avoid having anyone perceive me, and keeping everyone at an arms length due to fears of trust and intimacy.