They cut down my favorite tree

I just need someone to understand how upsetting this is. Right outside our yard on the other side of the fence there was this beautiful tree with medallion like leaves that would sparkle in the breeze. I watched it daily and the birds and squirrels loved it. Tonight I went out to bird watch as I do and suddenly I was shocked and confused because it was gone!! I rushed back through my cam footage and to my horror a couple days ago in the middle of the day they came and cut it down! I can’t stop bawling. There was nothing wrong with it. I hate people. I don’t get to look at the majestic sparkly tree anymore. And I feel so bad. Sick to my stomach. And no one else seems to understand the grief I feel about this. :(

Edit to add: Wow 🌳 thank you all for such kind words. I feel so understood here. No one else in my life knows how to hold space for me right now. I cried all night last night. But your words, validation, and experiences are comforting. I’m so sorry for all of the trees we’ve lost.