At what age did you know you wanted kids?

I'm 33 female. Childless by choice. I just don't know. Will I regret it ? I envision all the time having family at Christmas when much older. I just cant imagine being pregnant with a baby.

I don't feel old enough 😂 I wish I had another 20 years left.

I just don't know if I'd cope..I'm nurodivergent.