What in my chart has me conflicted about having children?

Hi all. I previously did not want to have children. Now that I am in my 30s I feel the tug to try for one. However I am conflicted on if i'm being influenced by society, family, my biological clock working against me, etc. I work in childcare and have for a long time. I adore babies, but watching others children vs. having your own to take care of is completely different, I assume.

Thank you for any responses!