They won’t find me a bride because…

33M: Everybody has the right to reject each other that’s our choice. That’s their choice.That’s what I told my family and relatives before they even set me up for arrange marriage date.They cannot be compulsive on me or that girl against our will to marry me as if there’s no other choice. There are other girls out there too, which may fit me and which guy may fit her so i just want my my mom and relatives to understand that! but they be like “oh if you are like that, then we cannot find you a girl one after each rejection”. They need to understand red flags too just looking at her beautiful face and body cannot gurantee happy married life.I dont simp like other weak men and i hate pretending to be nice guy which am not.Well i rather stay unmarried instead of ruining the girls life later divorcing her. I don’t like my moms and my relatives mindset. And i hate being a gemini zodiac man. I also hate that i suffer from bipolar disorder and i expect my future wife to understand that my brain programs me with lots of mood swings like as if i have periods.