Doctor made me feel like a drug addict

Switched insurance/doctors. So logically I need a new lorazepam prescrip (i take it very sporadically, usually 0.25mg because I dont like anything stronger than that).

And the minute I mentioned it the dr cut me off and said “do you this is a controlled substance?” And proceeded to look me up in Epic to see if I had a history of abuse.

Finally he gave me a one time prescription for 12 pills and said we needed to look at SSRIs as an alternative.

This mentality is insane. (California btw). I feel like California has gone a bit to much on the other side of the spectrum now where getting painkillers and benzos and antibiotics is INSANELY hard and you will be made into drug addict. I get opiates honestly. But a 1mg lorazepam prescrip that I refill every 6 months???? That does not make me a drug addict and it honestly is the only thing that gives me peace of mind for this terrible fucking disease called anxiety