What is the view of someone who is currently active duty military?

I am currently in the military. I joined a few years ago because I hit a very bad spot both mentally and financially and the military was the only way out. I've always loved my country, but have always been left wing. Ever since I've joined, I've just gradually gotten more and more left wing based on how I've been treated by the military as a whole. Most officers O5 and above act more like glorified businessmen who only care about their image and career and not the well being of their men. I no longer feel like an independent human being, but a fucking number who is just tossed around to do their dirty work or else I get put on restriction/sent to the brig (prison). This has led to me developing a huge hatred for the federal government on top of already having socialist views. I have recently been reading about the CNT from Spain, and opinions on Anarchism and libertarian socialism and it's resonated with me very well. I can confirm though that the vast majority of people in the military are good people who truly think that they are doing the honorable thing and aren't just wanting to go overseas and kill. Most of them think they are truly defending their communities and their loved ones. I've seen a lot very mixed things about those who have served, and some of it disturbs me. We definitely do not have the same mindsets as cops. What would be the general view of someone who is active duty?