Help save javons Heart🥺❤️

It’s been just the two of us for as long as I can remember. Me and Javon. No parents, just us, clinging to each other and to the memory of the woman who was all we had left: Grandma. She raised us with love, the only way she knew how. I remember how her wrinkled hands would comfort us when we were scared, how she’d hum softly while she worked, making the house feel warm despite the cold outside world.

But now, it’s just the silence, and I’m losing my grip.

Grandma passed away quietly in her sleep, as though she’d just drifted away to join the stars she always loved to talk about. But it wasn’t peaceful for me or Javon. It was the kind of silence that fills every corner of your being until there’s nothing but an emptiness that echoes back at you. There’s no one left to make us smile, no one to hold us when the world feels too big and too overwhelming.

Javon, my brother, has always been my anchor. He’s fragile, even more now with his heart condition. He can’t handle the stress I can. I can see it in his eyes when he’s too tired to fight, when his chest tightens and he struggles for air. I’m scared. I’m scared every day that the burden will break me, and I won’t be enough to hold us together anymore.

I’ve been doing everything I can—getting up every morning, trying to make things work. There’s never enough food. There’s never enough money. I don’t know what to do, and every day I feel the weight of it pressing harder against my shoulders. But I won’t let Javon see how much it hurts me. He needs me. He has to.

I don’t scream for help. I’ve never known how. I’ve always been the one holding everything in. But now... now, I don’t know how much longer I can keep it all together. The nights feel so long, and the days pass by too quickly, always running out of time. There’s no one to help us, no one to call when things get tough.

And I don’t know what I’ll do if something happens to Javon. He’s everything to me. Without him, there would be nothing left of me.

If anyone is out there listening, if anyone cares, please, we need help. We need someone to see us, to understand we’re not just lost kids trying to survive. We’re two siblings who love each other, doing everything we can to make it through this world without anyone else. But it’s getting harder, and I can’t do it alone. Please Share or repost if you can❤️