I am a complete failure at life - one year later nothing has changed
It's been a year since my last post... Things have gotten worse.
I am now 33 years old and I have failed at everything:
- low paying job. No career
- don't own a home. Not even an appartment
- no children
- no relationship
- no friends. Very awkward and socially weak
- i have a chronic illness
I am so far behind of everyone. Waking up feels like a nightmare! When reality hits I get sick to my stomach. How did I end up here? I am losing my grip on reality and I feel like I am at the end of the line..
Does anyone have tips on how to turn this around? I really want to change I need a kick in the ass to start taking action. Any advice is welcome because I'm doing worse than ever. I burnt out again and I'm on a 4 week sick leave. Terrified to go back to work... I wanna quit.
Feel like I'm not cut out for this world, this life, this suffering.