23m trying to put an end to loneliness

How’s everyone doing. I’m from Texas I’m super antisocial and shy I’m tried of be lonely and depressed just looking for someone who can relate and build a connection with with It’s always been a challenge for me to connect with others I’ve always felt like an outcast in this world. Just for once I would like to know what it like to be able to share common interests with people I’ve been alone for so long I don’t even know how to make conversation feeling like there’s no one to relates to me is a curse I wish things were different I wish I were different but then I guess I wouldn’t be myself anymore. I enjoy watching horror movies and playing video games and listening to music and playing sports