I have been defeated

Hi, I am almost nearing the end of month 8 of accutane on 40/40/60/80/100/120/140/140 and I can’t anymore. I don’t have any side effects besides somewhat dry skin and lips, but I am not seeing any results anymore. Somewhere around month 6 I had a whole month without breaking out once where I felt like I was finally going to be done with this shit, until I started breaking out again, I am breaking out like 1-2 a day and these are not small zits, but large inflamed pustules that will take weeks to go away, I feel so ugly and accutane was my last resort, idk what to do next, I can’t keep going like this..