seeking advice

Hi all, I feel stuck in my life.. I m not diagnosed but I m sure I have ADHD.. I can't get done with daily chores around the house. I m supposed to find a job n I m just struggling to keep up with applying on job n I m trying for job since 1 and a half year with no progress bcz of my least effort for finding one. I m 30 but I still can't be a responsible adult n I have no goals in life.. I feel like a wasteful. I don't t know how to start to turn my life around.. any advice is appreciated.. is there any free therapy available as I m broke to afford a real one. Thank you all in advance and sorry for long post.