My best friend told me I wasn’t trying hard enough and then blew me off

We got into a semi argument over text, where we were talking about forming habits after a good day I had for productivity, and my inability to do so, for even basic things like brushing my teeth.

Her argument boiled down to me not wanting it bad enough, having no self discipline, and having a doomed mentality about forming them.

I feel like she invalidated my lifetime’s worth of struggle by telling me these things, and it’s upset me greatly, it’s 6am and I cannot sleep, this convo happened at 12.

And then to top it all off, she fucking politely blew me off. Gave up trying to understand my point of view, which upset me even more, because almost everyone I’ve attempted to explain myself to blows me off that way.

I’m really upset and I don’t know what to do. I’m not comfortable bringing this conversation up tomorrow and being potentially blown off again. That part is what hurts the most.

Edit: you guys, I’m overjoyed with all the responses I’ve gotten, but I’m not gonna be able to respond to you all, I am reading them though, so thank you all so much, and yes I do have to reevaluate why we’re even friends beyond proximity