Been struggling with the course, doing it right

I don’t know if I’m “doing it right” as a lot of the lessons are somewhat ambiguous.

Is this something you relate to?

I’m on a lot of medications - antipsychotic, antidepressant, stimulant and mood stabilizer. It’s a lot, and I really don’t want to be on these drugs. But it feels like a lot of these “sicknesses” are real. And I focus on those health issues so much which I know is not helpful.